Sep 08, 2004 22:35
Why is it that 6th hour depresses me so much? I have no idea. I wish today was better than it was. It was just a plain jane day, no fun. And then I came home and got really emotional. It was strange, plus my back is really killing me. I probably have to go to the doctor this weekend which would pretty much ruin just about everything.
So today was boring and depressing, and then I slept it all away. I just woke up and its 10:21 pm, which isnt late. But I went to sleep when I got home, so yeah. I'm feeling shitty about the way I look, maybe I'm getting a really early present from the period whore. But I just feel like I always look like shit now, like nothing I do to look good does anything, or it works as a disadvantage. I'm really sick of people telling what to do though. Its like the one thing that pisses me off the most. But I dont know how to tell the people who are doing it, so I have I'm in a bad predicament. I really am struggling to find something to say here. But I cant, so yet again heres another shit post. Your Welcome.
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