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today has just overall been a bad day. first it starts off with the weather and with me not being able to go to the hospital to show them that my PPD is negative. then i arrive at school and feel so unprepared for my pharmacology/medicinal chemistry exam. i also got into a tift with ilana because we had been going over stuff and writing it on the chalk board. so she pulls out her camera and takes a picture. i was like why did you take a pic? and shes like "dont worry about it" so i commented on how it was rude. like she really pissed me off. so i proceed into this test, which i have no idea how i did in it at all. i have no idea. but yea then today was spring day and its like usually this huge FUN FUN day with a bbq and like all this music and just a buncha fun things going on all at the same time. so work was having an event and i went right into it after my test because i thought i was really needed like fast kinda and it turns out i wasnt at all but like thats not the point. so we finally give everyone there lunch and mention to jeannette about going downstairs and getting the bbq food bc it was better than the sandwiches we were giving out. shes like no you cant and gives us a reason that made zero sense and told us to go at the end. well we go at the end and there is NOTHING left. so basically.. as of 7:21pm ive ate only 4 cookies all day. which bothers me. on top of that i had to give angela back the dress i borrowed to wear to toniannes sweet 16 because the girl that she borrowed it from needed it back. so now i have nothing to wear to the sweet 16 which makes me sad. i found out that jessicas dog has cancer. which makes me super super sad. and on top of this all... mikey leaves me a comment about how we are going to be the hottest couple at his prom.. which is NEXT FRIDAY! and like ok... it wouldnt be such an issue if i didnt have finals the 2 days before and the 3 days after. but i do and i need all the time i can get to study honestly because i am not doing so hot and i need to do well. so like i feel absolutly horrible that i cant go but i know its not in my best interest... ugh
just today is bad.
just today is bad.