I'm not ready for this.

[kiss_of_velvet]

I don't like this feeling. It's not jealousy.  I don't even know how to describe it. I am hurting. I do not feel you hear me. I do not feel you are understanding me. I do find it suspicious I am not invited. I find it suspicious that you can say and act as you do but I cannot.

I am not feeling it anymore.
I feel depressed, regret, like I am not myself.

I know and understand you look to him as a brother. You can jus fucking keep him.

I feel our relationship is based off of sex. We have a hard time communicating. I feel I am more of a burden then you let on. I feel you should find someone you can connect with on an intellectual level. I feel your want and your need for sex. Not anywhere else. I know you love me. I do not want to weigh you down anymore than I have. I feel my longing to be close to you is hurting you. You should not have to consider how your actions will effect me.

I'm not breaking up with you
We need some space.

So take it as an opportunity to focus on your house.