My chest hurts cause I feel bad.

[kiss_of_velvet]

I took someone I wanted and tried to turn her into someone I needed. I feel bad for  attempting to change someone who wasn't yet ready. But in the beginning I told her what I needed and that I was going to hurt her. She is a good person... She didn't deserve this.  I still care about her. I still value her friendship... but does she mine?

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My chest hurts cause I feel bad.

[raedenmarie]

What about what i needed?

Tana....

[kiss_of_velvet]

You never told me what you needed. I really don't think I can make you happy anymore. You were always depressed and your depression in turned amplified mine. We apparently deal with depression differently. I wasn't happy around you.

Re: Tana....

[kiss_of_velvet]

But whats strange is you did make me happy. I'm going to shut up. I'm still very confused about my decision.