When things supprise, I cannot figure them out anymore.
I have an interview tomorrow at three. I also have to take out the garbage, take out the dog, so the dishes, so some laundry, move the birds from my room to the kitchen because Choke says they need a busy enviornment to learn, make sure the bird cage is clean and if not clean it, call pepboys and see if I can get an extension for bill, feed and give water to the dog, and lets not forget the cat, maybe clean the room up a lil, prepare for painting on another section of the ceiling (once I figure out the picture thing, I'll post it cause I think it looks pretty cool so far), take shower, eat breakfast, make sure nice clothing is clean or at least smells good.
Look at me, over dramatizing. I make myself sick.... or maybe I jus drank the orange juice too fast. either or, I feel a bit icky. I am down to four packs of ciggeretts and since I don't have a job, leah is making me cut down to three a day. Which is good because I've been stressing myself out to a lil over half a pack a day. I guess it's the whole job thing. Leah's going to leave if I don't get one. Well, not leave, I jus don't remember how she put it.
I'm gaining what lil weight I lost back time 8. Choke and Barbell found a good deal on soda at the store and I'm a caffeene whore. If you offer soda I'll drink it all.... Okay... I'm more of a slut than a whore.... whores get paid.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. About nothing in particular. I've jus been thinking about things. It seems like I haven't done it in a very long time...I got a headache from doing it lol... It's like a handcramp if you haven't been writing for a while. It felt really good to jus think about things instead of driving myself crazy over them.
Speaking of crazy, I saw my mother today. She's getting chubby and that make me happy. Not to sound selfish but she looked kinda weird being so thin. But looking at her when she's thin you can see the only thing I got from her was some of her face and moles. Because when she stepped to the side she would disappear... Believe it.... my mother is *gasp* buttless. But she's great. I miss my mother. I hope they will declare her well soon.
On my way to see her, Choke and I past the shop "Mystical Wonders." We stopped by it on the way home. It's a nice lil place. Choke and I plan on going back there when she gets paid. Here's the website http://www.mysticshoppe.com
Choke jus woke up. Poor girl is so sick. I'm going to post and than get going.
More later.
Look at me, over dramatizing. I make myself sick.... or maybe I jus drank the orange juice too fast. either or, I feel a bit icky. I am down to four packs of ciggeretts and since I don't have a job, leah is making me cut down to three a day. Which is good because I've been stressing myself out to a lil over half a pack a day. I guess it's the whole job thing. Leah's going to leave if I don't get one. Well, not leave, I jus don't remember how she put it.
I'm gaining what lil weight I lost back time 8. Choke and Barbell found a good deal on soda at the store and I'm a caffeene whore. If you offer soda I'll drink it all.... Okay... I'm more of a slut than a whore.... whores get paid.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. About nothing in particular. I've jus been thinking about things. It seems like I haven't done it in a very long time...I got a headache from doing it lol... It's like a handcramp if you haven't been writing for a while. It felt really good to jus think about things instead of driving myself crazy over them.
Speaking of crazy, I saw my mother today. She's getting chubby and that make me happy. Not to sound selfish but she looked kinda weird being so thin. But looking at her when she's thin you can see the only thing I got from her was some of her face and moles. Because when she stepped to the side she would disappear... Believe it.... my mother is *gasp* buttless. But she's great. I miss my mother. I hope they will declare her well soon.
On my way to see her, Choke and I past the shop "Mystical Wonders." We stopped by it on the way home. It's a nice lil place. Choke and I plan on going back there when she gets paid. Here's the website http://www.mysticshoppe.com
Choke jus woke up. Poor girl is so sick. I'm going to post and than get going.
More later.