Stealing these things makes me a lil happier
WARNING: This is what happens to my mind every time.... oh jus read, I'm sure you'll understand why.
1. Elaborate on your default icon.
It's art that I put myself into. I tend to create things that make people feel and think about themselves when in reality it means nothing to me. In fact, to me it doesn't matter how my artwork makes me feel. It's what you think and feel about my art work that makes me feel good. This is one of the only pieces that has actually made me feel how I actually am. Like an animal at the zoo. I could get out if I wanted to, I jus have lost the way.
2. What your current relationship status?
We like to call ourselves many things. But the one that we both agreed on is, "We are friends that don't see other friends without one another's concent."
3. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Black underware, green and red christmas boxers that says, "Do not open until christmas.", sage green pants, grey bra, grey wift beater, white long sleeve shirt, one red plastic bracelet, one black rubber bracelet, one sage green and black "kandi" bracelet, one red and black shiny "kandi" bracelet, One necklace I got from a quarter machine that reminds me of the sun, and one necklace that has a pentacle and a crystal that I wear under my shirt.
4. What is your current problem?
Well, I'm an obsessive compulsive and I must be touched or held at all times to make me feel loved. My "Friend that doesn't see other friends without my permission" hasn't touched me in the past week. So, of course I'm depressed and "green with envy" that she has a new life style that I've tryed to understand but jus don't see the point. "Maybe raving isn't your thing" well, no shit Sherlock. Maybe it would be my thing if I didn't have to stay until all hours of the night and morning. That is not my ONLY problem but I feel this area has lingered too long. Want to know more? You can reach me at one of my messengers listed on my Info page.
5. What do you love most?
Ask me that three years ago and I would say everything. But right now? At this current point of time? I would love nothing more then a bullet painting the walls with my brains.
6. What makes you most happy?
Cuddling, touches, reassurance.... I'm a Taurus... I'm a fucking attention whore.
7. Are you musically inclined?
Do fish swim in the water?
8. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
Where to start? Ummm.... The invention of the Bible for one? The invention of guns and ciggerettes and cement and weapons maybe? Can't turn back now.... The past isn't what we should worry about.... It's the past not only repeating but making itself better that we should worry about.
9. Ever have a near-death experience?
Yes.
10. Name an obvious quality you have.
I'm an obsessive psychopath. I can't make friends because my mind is to far gone. I can't be instituanalized because I'm too "normal". But if running into that wall head first will make you laugh so be it! I suppose the most obvious is I'm quick to change my mind if I don't know what will happen (Like with Xtacy) And jus like the year spins, sometimes I'm sunny and sometimes rainy, party cloudy and so forth.... Be weary of rain... I might hurt you without caring.
11. What’s the name of the song that’s stuck in your head right now?
Wow! For once in my life I don't have a song stuck in my head? Anyone else worried?
12. Any celeb you would marry?
Fuck? Yes. Marry, no. (I'll have to agree)
13. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Uhhh.... My X-bosses daughter.... I don't know her name but it's the reason why I was highered
14. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yes, but frankly, I don't think she even cares anymore.
15. Have you ever vandalized someone’s private property?
Probably, I was an angry kid. (me to) Details are given only when asked.
16. Have you ever been in a fight?
I'm a taurus with a short fuse add a lil Northern Irish and a glob of southern Italian and blend for five mins and you have one easily drunk mother fucker who will kick your ass jus for saying, "yo momma"
17. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Yes.
18. What’s the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
To be honest... If a guy is walking my way the first thing I'm going to see is how tall he is.
19. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Tall Kiwi Strawberry Mocha! But some people won't make them for me :(
20. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes. I have the scars to prove it.
21. Say something totally random about yourself.
My left shoulder blade hurts.... I think what's his fuck tryed to rip off my wing.
22. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
Yes.
23. Do you wear a watch?
Only when I find it.
24. Do you have anything pierced?
One hole in each ear though the left ear closed, I use to have my hand and nose pierced and my heart and brain are definatly punctured
25. Do you have any tattoos?
I'm still waiting for my first design to finish.
26. Do you like pain?
I hate physical pain. I FUCKING hate emotional pain. Don't even try psychological pain.... I will kick your ass.
27. Do you like to shop?
By myself I do.
28. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
I bought Leah a green shirt that says, "Get Lucky" because she's going to a rave tonight called "Gettin Lucky" and even though I wasn't there to hand the door man the money, I bought her way in, her coat check, her water and her X.
29. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
A whole bunch of glow sticks, beads, stretchy string, gas, food.
30. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
Jon.... about three days ago.... He wanted to know if I had any Vicodin... Look at me.... It would have been gone by the time he called.
31. What is on your desktop background?
A black screen.... If I have a picture on my back ground or a screen saver my computer will crash.
32. What is the background on your cell phone?
I hate cell phones with a passion.. I mean, why have one when I'm only going to be useing it as a clock?
33. Do you like redheads?
Yes! OMG YES!
34. Do you know any twins?
I come from a long line of them.
35. Do you have any weird relatives?
Aren't all relatives weird?
36. What was the last movie you watched?
In theaters? That one with the gay cowboys. At home? rambo
37. What was the last book you read?
The last book I read front to back was Earth, Air, Fire & Water by Scott Cunningham. The book I'm currently reading is Divination for Beginners by Scott Cunningham.
38. Did you or are you planning to go to college?
I did plan on going but my GPA is so low I can't even get into a two year.
39. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own?
If I had the choice I'd walk around naked.
40. Do you like to party?
No. I like to be around people who will listen to me and not cut me off in the middle of a sentence which has been happening a lot to me lately.... It makes me feel like I don't matter... Like I'm an ant crawling on the floor.
41. Where do you see yourself in five years?
Dead. But scense that won't happen let's think more depressing.... In 5 years I would have gone through about 8 jobs, I'll still be living at my parents waiting for my sister to move out. Leah most likely would have left me for someone else or by an overdose of E and raving, but the best part is, I jus got a raise to manager and I finally had the guts to by a gun to comfort me.
1. Elaborate on your default icon.
It's art that I put myself into. I tend to create things that make people feel and think about themselves when in reality it means nothing to me. In fact, to me it doesn't matter how my artwork makes me feel. It's what you think and feel about my art work that makes me feel good. This is one of the only pieces that has actually made me feel how I actually am. Like an animal at the zoo. I could get out if I wanted to, I jus have lost the way.
2. What your current relationship status?
We like to call ourselves many things. But the one that we both agreed on is, "We are friends that don't see other friends without one another's concent."
3. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Black underware, green and red christmas boxers that says, "Do not open until christmas.", sage green pants, grey bra, grey wift beater, white long sleeve shirt, one red plastic bracelet, one black rubber bracelet, one sage green and black "kandi" bracelet, one red and black shiny "kandi" bracelet, One necklace I got from a quarter machine that reminds me of the sun, and one necklace that has a pentacle and a crystal that I wear under my shirt.
4. What is your current problem?
Well, I'm an obsessive compulsive and I must be touched or held at all times to make me feel loved. My "Friend that doesn't see other friends without my permission" hasn't touched me in the past week. So, of course I'm depressed and "green with envy" that she has a new life style that I've tryed to understand but jus don't see the point. "Maybe raving isn't your thing" well, no shit Sherlock. Maybe it would be my thing if I didn't have to stay until all hours of the night and morning. That is not my ONLY problem but I feel this area has lingered too long. Want to know more? You can reach me at one of my messengers listed on my Info page.
5. What do you love most?
Ask me that three years ago and I would say everything. But right now? At this current point of time? I would love nothing more then a bullet painting the walls with my brains.
6. What makes you most happy?
Cuddling, touches, reassurance.... I'm a Taurus... I'm a fucking attention whore.
7. Are you musically inclined?
Do fish swim in the water?
8. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
Where to start? Ummm.... The invention of the Bible for one? The invention of guns and ciggerettes and cement and weapons maybe? Can't turn back now.... The past isn't what we should worry about.... It's the past not only repeating but making itself better that we should worry about.
9. Ever have a near-death experience?
Yes.
10. Name an obvious quality you have.
I'm an obsessive psychopath. I can't make friends because my mind is to far gone. I can't be instituanalized because I'm too "normal". But if running into that wall head first will make you laugh so be it! I suppose the most obvious is I'm quick to change my mind if I don't know what will happen (Like with Xtacy) And jus like the year spins, sometimes I'm sunny and sometimes rainy, party cloudy and so forth.... Be weary of rain... I might hurt you without caring.
11. What’s the name of the song that’s stuck in your head right now?
Wow! For once in my life I don't have a song stuck in my head? Anyone else worried?
12. Any celeb you would marry?
Fuck? Yes. Marry, no. (I'll have to agree)
13. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Uhhh.... My X-bosses daughter.... I don't know her name but it's the reason why I was highered
14. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yes, but frankly, I don't think she even cares anymore.
15. Have you ever vandalized someone’s private property?
Probably, I was an angry kid. (me to) Details are given only when asked.
16. Have you ever been in a fight?
I'm a taurus with a short fuse add a lil Northern Irish and a glob of southern Italian and blend for five mins and you have one easily drunk mother fucker who will kick your ass jus for saying, "yo momma"
17. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Yes.
18. What’s the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
To be honest... If a guy is walking my way the first thing I'm going to see is how tall he is.
19. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Tall Kiwi Strawberry Mocha! But some people won't make them for me :(
20. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Yes. I have the scars to prove it.
21. Say something totally random about yourself.
My left shoulder blade hurts.... I think what's his fuck tryed to rip off my wing.
22. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
Yes.
23. Do you wear a watch?
Only when I find it.
24. Do you have anything pierced?
One hole in each ear though the left ear closed, I use to have my hand and nose pierced and my heart and brain are definatly punctured
25. Do you have any tattoos?
I'm still waiting for my first design to finish.
26. Do you like pain?
I hate physical pain. I FUCKING hate emotional pain. Don't even try psychological pain.... I will kick your ass.
27. Do you like to shop?
By myself I do.
28. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
I bought Leah a green shirt that says, "Get Lucky" because she's going to a rave tonight called "Gettin Lucky" and even though I wasn't there to hand the door man the money, I bought her way in, her coat check, her water and her X.
29. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
A whole bunch of glow sticks, beads, stretchy string, gas, food.
30. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
Jon.... about three days ago.... He wanted to know if I had any Vicodin... Look at me.... It would have been gone by the time he called.
31. What is on your desktop background?
A black screen.... If I have a picture on my back ground or a screen saver my computer will crash.
32. What is the background on your cell phone?
I hate cell phones with a passion.. I mean, why have one when I'm only going to be useing it as a clock?
33. Do you like redheads?
Yes! OMG YES!
34. Do you know any twins?
I come from a long line of them.
35. Do you have any weird relatives?
Aren't all relatives weird?
36. What was the last movie you watched?
In theaters? That one with the gay cowboys. At home? rambo
37. What was the last book you read?
The last book I read front to back was Earth, Air, Fire & Water by Scott Cunningham. The book I'm currently reading is Divination for Beginners by Scott Cunningham.
38. Did you or are you planning to go to college?
I did plan on going but my GPA is so low I can't even get into a two year.
39. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own?
If I had the choice I'd walk around naked.
40. Do you like to party?
No. I like to be around people who will listen to me and not cut me off in the middle of a sentence which has been happening a lot to me lately.... It makes me feel like I don't matter... Like I'm an ant crawling on the floor.
41. Where do you see yourself in five years?
Dead. But scense that won't happen let's think more depressing.... In 5 years I would have gone through about 8 jobs, I'll still be living at my parents waiting for my sister to move out. Leah most likely would have left me for someone else or by an overdose of E and raving, but the best part is, I jus got a raise to manager and I finally had the guts to by a gun to comfort me.