hmm

[kiss_of_a_rose]

i never thought i could hurt this bad
i never thought i could develop feelings like the way i did
after all we went through
hes leaving me for 3 months..
90 days

i dunno wat i am goin to do
this is the 1st real entry i've written inawhile
and i feel
lost

i never thought this would happen
please someone
help me
help me think wat to do
i feel like
somethin stabbed my heart.

yes
i really do feel lost
when he held me
i didnt think i would cry when he held me
i didnt even feel tears coming down my face.
someone please help me