Dec 31, 2004 17:21
okay I've come to the conclusion that 2004 has been the best year ever...
from sneaking back home with your best friend after leisure activities and having her smack her head on a tree after getting up from hiding from the cops to camp to homecoming to "suprise parties" so many different things made this year bluntly KICK FUCKING ASS!!!!! ((sorry couldnt help myself there)) i had so many firsts this year, some im not going to say for certain personal reasons, and its stuff that only few people know about, or their just plain secrets that lye within me that will never on any circumstance be revealed...
Some of my firsts: first sneak out to a boys house, first kiss,first time doing any kind of drug, first date, first boyfriend, first time actually falling in love, first time singing solo on a stage in front of a crowd, first time singing to a crowd on stage, among other firsts... ive been thinking back on this year for the past couple of days and ive realized how much i love the friends i have, they are seriously the only people that help me survive this so called life...
Cassie Yujin Rachel Michele Courtney Nicole Becca Noel you girls have been through so much with me and i dont think i could have survived this year without any of you! i love you girls sooo mich its sick!
Jeff Wille,Ryan Abraham, and yes even Thomas Coletto you three have also been there through thick and thin and i want to thank the three of you so much for helping me through some rough times this year... i heart you three!
and of course Sam~ wow.... sam... you are amazing, youve been with me at my worst of these past few months.. despite those times these past almost 4 months have been indescribable... your one of the main reasons why this year was so incredible... i still to this moment cant believe how i lucky i got to have someone who treats me so well and loves me like you do.. i love you so much babe <3 ((by the way i have all of your stuff that you left here last night lol))
<3 Lauren <3