May 30, 2007 18:43
hah i remember when livejournal and neopets was my life i remember when i first got a myspace and only liz had one i remember when me and brittney would spend everyday together b/c we were going to be best friends untill the day we died no matter what we were amazing then but then something happend to me and i changed i messed up my life for a little while then i looked and relized that i was hurting a lot of people who cared about me and i was hurting myself so i got my self together and thats how i am where i am today im still trying to fix my life but im half way there i got a really nice boyfriend i have good friends and even though most of them i dont hang out with i know who they are and i know i can always count on them when i need them and its amazing to think even though i did drugs and hurt so many people they came back and they were always there to help and i just want everyone to know that im sorry everyhing happend like that and i wish it wouldnt have but i learned from it and if it happens to any of you ill be here and i understand and its hard well this is the first time in for ever since i have been on my livejournal but i love yall and will talk to you later mabe in a nother 5 months