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[kiss_my_chachas]

♥u never believe me when i tell u things ... so in drunken loss of judgement i will write it where everyone can see ♥

i think about u a lot. i care about u a lot. i laugh a lot when im talking to u. i smile a lot when i think of u. i wish i talked to u more because maybe i would be a little happier if i did. so believe me. i cant make u but i think u should because i wouldnt lie to u. i dont want to get u stuck in something but i do want u to believe me. u are one person that i honestly really do care about. one of the few. i trust u even though ive cried a lot over u. i talk to u about almost anything. u know things about me that my best friends dont know. i miss u when i dont talk to u and i think im hurting other ppl because i dont know what to do anymore and i drink too much and i say things to them that i really shouldnt say but i cant really help it and im sorry about that and im sorry that i make things sound like im not serious when i am. i kno i talk shit and w/e but i try not to when i talk to u because u are ... special although that sounds really stupid. xoxo