long time no talk:):)
wellllllllllllll its been a while
i got back from lebanon in september...its been over a month
ud be surprised cuz in the begining i didnt wanna go and iwas ready to jump off the plane wen it took off but now i gotta be honest....I WaNNA GO BACK!!!i had no worries/no school/no drama/no bullshit/nothing at all!!all i did was wake up in the afternoon shower take my time gettin dressed...go out..its like new york city kinda where my grandma lives so its a lot of walking and shopping and food:):):):)too bad im not a fan of boater food:-/ that was a good thing tho cuz i barely ate that fattening shit....then i had friends and cuzzins there but my cuzzin who was my age lived kinda far and my friend i met a couple years ago and ive known n stuff lived in the same street as my gmas...that was cool
i stayed at my grandmas for like a month and a half then be4 my dad came in august we got a condo as usual on the beach in july so i chilled there n stuff then went to my grandmas area at nite...MY PARENTS WERE THE SHIT OVER THE SUMMER!!!I NEVER SAW THEM!!!THERE WAS NO SUCH THING AS A CURFEW:-D:-D
i did a lot..i partied..clubs..met a lot of ppl..o ya and i got proposed to again...2 years ago wen i went i got proposed to and this time i got proposed to again...effin boaters lmaoo geeeez
anywhoo now im back in gay michigan with pointless drama and gay school AND back to the fact that i want a freakin boyfriend...its ashame that ic an sit here and describe the perfect guy but in reality ill never have it
i've learned that i cant get wut i want and im not really complaining but it sux cuz i jus want someting new...i've been single for a whileeeeee and i have talked to guys but wow i do give chances and give it time but somethings jus dont work out...i can sit here and say so much more but its all pointless:-x
im done..schools gettin sooooooooo harddd for me since i missed the first 2 and a half weeks...so much more little things are bothering me right now...i honestly dont know
i had to let it all out..i dont think ive ever had an entry like this:(:(:(this freakin sucks more then you suck in a freakin month