*This time I'm gonna go for broken*

Sep 18, 2005 23:11

Its like I dont even know what to write about anymore?

Events:
-21st happened. now I don't have anymore good birthdays left...at least I can drink the rest of them away now, legally
-Surf Expo weekend. got drunk. got tired. got lots of free shiz. got in love. got Lane.
-Tattoo next Sunday. Rory drew it up. Karen got the time down. Left side panel in full effect. pending any snags and what not but lets keep the fingers crossed. il cuore e il deceitful al di sopra di tutte le cose ....forever.
-School is killing me. x's 90000
-LTJ played here last night. Herb and Tj and John came up for good old fucked up at a show times. I can't get enough of my guy friends. I never ever want new ones.
-My dad got me a mutual fund for my birthday? noice, in 10yrs I will so get a sweet 21st birthday gift. money is starting to make me hate lots of things. a lot.

Annoyances:
-oh ya, they both are back. and I apparently can't say no enough. make them get away from me and my instant messenger. obvi blocking someone is just playful. obvi?
-my new medicine (nothing serrrrious) has a side effect of crazy dreams....so every night is either nightmare city or really amazing dreams that are so real that they kill my soul. I'm liking the nightmares better.
-drama drama everywhere. I'm wearing headphones from now on just so no one talks to me.

I've never been into lying...but somehow it's always been into me.
Every look was a lie and I don't understand it.
word to the wise: don't ever look me straight in the eye if you can't back up what they're screaming.
the back of my head told me today that you have to just accept that maybe words aren't the only thing people can hide behind. they got you.
one totally bad aspect about me: I never forget anything I want to remember.

oh and you absolutely need to know: I got all the analogies correct on my SAT. so if you scored low on that part you should just x out of this page and stop complaining.
so kidding--I miss everyone, I'm sorry but my hideout is in the libe this semester. I don't call back, I don't listen to messages, my email works like a homeless man. so just be forgiving pls.
promise I'll be better about it.

xMadLovex
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