Jul 05, 2005 15:06
Fuck the following things:
-my intuition
-my big mouth
-Orlando
Thank the lord that I have only 24hrs left here.
I trick myself into thinking that I have a love/hate relationship with this town (and this house) but its just a hate relationship. hate hate hate. The only things Orlando is good for are: my bestfriend, my kittens, and weed. I'm so sick of sitting in this room and being miserable for a very specific reason. I thought (and swore) that it was just reserved for high school...but apparently it can still get me when I'm in college too.
If I dont answer anyones calls or your ims or ignore your face please don't take it personally- I'm just a bratty only child that has her own ways of (not) dealing with things. I want out of this town--and out of this hole I somehow fell into.
Looks like its back to my evil ways:
"I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans. My tongue will taste the gin and malicious intent."
Wish you hadn't left FFAF up on my computer a month ago, bc thats all I listen to. (but dont tell you) I really hate the voices towards the end of Streetcar. yarrrr.
And when I told you not to let me get attached- you should have listened to me. It wasn't just my drunken sort of rambling.
because I am unfortunately always always right.
When's Halloween? I want to be someone else.
xMadLovex