deep in thought, so if you dont want to read, or ur going to leave a mean comment, dont!
i keep thinking about friends and how many i will actually leave high school with. life long friends, and just ones i had some good times with. its a little depressing actually. and i keep thinking about death, because my grandpa isnt doing good AT ALL. and we dont know hjow much time he has...so its been really hard on all of us. we have al had a chance to get close to him. i never really had that great of a relationship with my grandpa, now i can see him whenever i want, but it isnt fair. so then a question came into my mind...if i hadnt talked to you in 10, 15, 20 years(since high school) and u heard i died, would u even cry?
most people now would get offended and go, "OF COURSE ID CRY!! YOUR MY FRIEND!" but seriously, what would happened if we stopped talking after high school? what if we went to different colleges? would you still care about me? would u ever think, oh i wonder how lauren is? not many people can actualy answer those questions. i just want to make in impact....whether its on ur life, or not, i want to make a difference. i want to do good things for people, not to get awarded for it, but to be remebered by it. i found this one quote and it says, "what is there to do when people die-people so dear and rare-but bring them back by remembering?"
i know that people think, its too painful to think about loved ones who have passed. but i find some of the best ways to get passed death, is to think of the good times, the funny things they did or said, and the things they did to touch your heart.
so after all this, how many people actually stop and cry over someone they havent spoken to for years? not many...
i love you baby
most of ur comments, wont mean anything to me, so only if u truely love me as a friend,you can actually look me in the eye and say u never did anything to hurt me, or never said anything behind my back, then u can comment...otherwise, go away, i dont want to hear it.
most people now would get offended and go, "OF COURSE ID CRY!! YOUR MY FRIEND!" but seriously, what would happened if we stopped talking after high school? what if we went to different colleges? would you still care about me? would u ever think, oh i wonder how lauren is? not many people can actualy answer those questions. i just want to make in impact....whether its on ur life, or not, i want to make a difference. i want to do good things for people, not to get awarded for it, but to be remebered by it. i found this one quote and it says, "what is there to do when people die-people so dear and rare-but bring them back by remembering?"
i know that people think, its too painful to think about loved ones who have passed. but i find some of the best ways to get passed death, is to think of the good times, the funny things they did or said, and the things they did to touch your heart.
so after all this, how many people actually stop and cry over someone they havent spoken to for years? not many...
i love you baby
most of ur comments, wont mean anything to me, so only if u truely love me as a friend,you can actually look me in the eye and say u never did anything to hurt me, or never said anything behind my back, then u can comment...otherwise, go away, i dont want to hear it.