And if it takes shit to make bliss, well I feel pretty blissfully.
Tonight was really bad. Who would've thought? For starters, Mack is an asshole... or at least around his girlfriend he is. I told him I had to be home before 9:30 and he was like well I'm not leaving now, which was basically fuck you and find your own ride. He's the one who wanted me to come in the first place. He told me he needed me for whatever the hell he wanted to do tonight and he just let me fucking leave. And now _______ is going to have that stupid whore over and they're gonna fuck each other, and he'll ignore me in the hallways even more, and I'll have to watch them be all over each other at lunch and all that dumb shit. And he'll just call me whenever no one else is home becuase I'm his last back-up friend. I'll have to wait another fucking year for us to get close again and then something will happen and fuck it up again.