May 16, 2005 21:22
i hate summer classes...i need an academic break
i hate always feeling like im being judged...i wish i could just be myself around certain people
i hate that i dont go to church anymore nor do i really have the desire to
i hate trying to figure people out because you just cant figure some people out
i hate that i have a physical complex...i hate gaining weight and i try to kill myself at the gym to try not to
i hate being annoying...i dont mean to, but sometimes i really dont give a shit
i hate trying to figure out how to act around certain people
do these things bother anyone else, or am i just as weird as i thought i was?
now that i have made an inventory, i can work on these few things that are holding me back
saturday night i had a good time...went and watched jamie's band...hung out with a few people i havent seen in a while, a few crazy cats that make me laugh...thats what i was doing saturday in case you were wondering...probably not, though...who really cares what i was doing last saturday...