the day came and went. i woke up early, ready to go to school however the onset of this cold had gotten worse and i decided i'd miss today. i woke up again exactly at 8:46am however opted against watched the memorial coverage. i fell back asleep, unfortunately only to relive the events of 2 years ago in my subconscience. i woke up again around 11:30am and watched the tailend of the memorial coverage.
for the rest of the afternoon i was fairly complacent. watched my soaps in between sneezing and blowing my nose. around 4:30pm i called my mom and grandma to see if they wanted to join me at the memorial mass being held at st. a's however they both were unable to join me.
i went to pearle vision to get my new glasses. after trying on about 10-15 pairs i narrowed the playing field to 3. that 3 came down to 2 and then eventually decided on a pair. i can't remember if they were the ralph lauren's or the calvin klein's, either way they were over $300.
by the time that was over with, it was too late to go to the memorial mass and I was starving. so we trekked down to bay ridge and ate at uno's.
the day was solemn on my part. i just wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone. i didnt feel like being nice or polite, thoughtful or kind. i just wanted to personally reflect.
i have to get to bed now.. i have an 8am class and dont want to be late. i can catch a nap after my first, before my second. how you ask? simple. i have a 2 hour gap. i am going to stop by the offices of the professors who's classes i missed today, but otherwise I'm going to collapse somewhere.
i dont even think i'm going out tonight (friday). i know i want to and i am sure maddy wants to also, but i'm just not in the mood. maybe saturday instead.
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