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[kismetkid]

i had this dream
where i had this other place
that i belonged
where people loved me
and wanted me to be there
and thought i had talent
brilliantly so
with their faith
i was everything
i found a picture
of me in a pippi longstocking shirt
and realized it wasn't a dream
but a great memory never to be attained again.
i want to go back to that little firehouse
with the cruddy basement
and mixed up costume attic
and the metal bathtub in the back
with the concrete slab that gave me scars
and the scary mask on that statue
that i laughed at until i cried

driving around in cars so fast
floping around from house to house
not having any commitments but to eachother
the ensemble and our "creative genius"