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I went to Nexxstore for lunch... I was so happy today. All of a sudden on my ride home, I drove by his house and I got sad.......I have this overwhelming urge to just sob.......
what the fuck is wrong with me.......
JFEFK and I had a great nite last night...... Very supportive,fun.laughing.. today I am groovy........until I see his house.
today he sent me an email I will insert it here: "I apologize I am just so damn bust anymore and very little time...it's not even any other girl/s...i am just been working so hard the last couple of months getting everything together/ready for biz...I really like u a lot and could see myself falling for u if I had the time to let it happen,i just can't at this moment...everyday i turn around and its nite time and wonder where the day went and i need more hours in a day....i know i don't have the time at this moment to give u the attention u need/deserve...i wish things were different in that dept. but my livelihood needs my time at this moment...i hope u r still around/available when i can get this up and running good enough so i don't have to spend as much time as is needed starting a new biz...we r actually opening an office in tamp also so that hasn't helped...hopefully i can get this shit together soon(weeks as opposed to months)...muah...xoxo"
HE went after me for ove 17 months.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Anyways I am kind of glad I am where I am at with JFEFK... safe that way how would have thought......
JIMI I HOPE YOUR DAY IS getting better I just read your LJ and didnt know you didnt want company today. I am sorry if I bothered you in your lil cave..... KISSES
what the fuck is wrong with me.......
JFEFK and I had a great nite last night...... Very supportive,fun.laughing.. today I am groovy........until I see his house.
today he sent me an email I will insert it here: "I apologize I am just so damn bust anymore and very little time...it's not even any other girl/s...i am just been working so hard the last couple of months getting everything together/ready for biz...I really like u a lot and could see myself falling for u if I had the time to let it happen,i just can't at this moment...everyday i turn around and its nite time and wonder where the day went and i need more hours in a day....i know i don't have the time at this moment to give u the attention u need/deserve...i wish things were different in that dept. but my livelihood needs my time at this moment...i hope u r still around/available when i can get this up and running good enough so i don't have to spend as much time as is needed starting a new biz...we r actually opening an office in tamp also so that hasn't helped...hopefully i can get this shit together soon(weeks as opposed to months)...muah...xoxo"
HE went after me for ove 17 months.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Anyways I am kind of glad I am where I am at with JFEFK... safe that way how would have thought......
JIMI I HOPE YOUR DAY IS getting better I just read your LJ and didnt know you didnt want company today. I am sorry if I bothered you in your lil cave..... KISSES