They do scare me.
I decided to go to work with my mother under the hopeful pretense of actually getting some school work done. Sadly, none of that happened and yes, I do mean none. Instead, all I got done was configuring my aunts computer to actually connect/get around the blocks my dad had set up and watch episode 10 and 11 of Heroes season two on hulu.com. Which, although better than a few of the other episodes, was disappointing. But, I suppose I can look forward to September for season 3. Anndd, was I the only person rooting for Niki/Jessica and Nathan? I sorta get that feeling.
I still feel like I don't know my mother as well as I did before she reluctantly told me her real age. It's not like I feel betrayed, but more like I don't know what else she's lied about if anything or maybe I just feel like I don't know her. Which in all honesty, I probably don't. We talked a bit about relationships, because even though I haven't admitted or feel like I even should that I've had sex, it was interesting to here about how she lost her virginity to her cousin and how just recently, he called her wanting to meet up; or why she even married my conservative father, when she herself is liberal. It was cool for lack of a better word.
Bats and moths scare me. Just reminding myself that no, I do not have a sense of adventure and that I really shouldn't venture outside into the unknown when you genuinely can't tell a tree branch from a huge gray bat.
I still feel like I don't know my mother as well as I did before she reluctantly told me her real age. It's not like I feel betrayed, but more like I don't know what else she's lied about if anything or maybe I just feel like I don't know her. Which in all honesty, I probably don't. We talked a bit about relationships, because even though I haven't admitted or feel like I even should that I've had sex, it was interesting to here about how she lost her virginity to her cousin and how just recently, he called her wanting to meet up; or why she even married my conservative father, when she herself is liberal. It was cool for lack of a better word.
Bats and moths scare me. Just reminding myself that no, I do not have a sense of adventure and that I really shouldn't venture outside into the unknown when you genuinely can't tell a tree branch from a huge gray bat.