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Dec 19, 2004 02:27

Last night I felt my life burn my eyes
Falling asleep on fire I remembered you
And I'm trying
I'm trying
I'll wait here and wish for
A gorgeous disaster to happen
Because nothing fucking matters anymore
And I can't wish anymore

For angels with perfect skin
With halos that I always bend
Please don't watch me fall

And it's only a matter of time
And it's only life
My dreams are bleeding into lies
With no surprises
Bloodshot eyes
Matching all your sizes
And I can't wish anymore

For angels with perfect skin
With halos that I always bend
Please don't watch me fall

that perfectly describes how i feel tonight

he called
he called
but it didnt feel like him
i dont know
i dont fucking know
**Thinking of why your not here, you cried without a single tear, stop running from your life things aren't what they seem to be my heart was all for you but look at what you've done to me, I listened to you I don't know why I died tonight in your eyes, I said I'd listen to you I don't know why it seems like I died tonight in your eyes tonight**

so today i woke up showered and hung out with courtney
we went to bjs and then went out for dinner
we chilled with glenn
and then went to chris's house

all fun times
i missed my old friends
and i love them dearly

and i am promising myself that i will (even if its forced) to go on with my life this break like it isnt the end of the world

i promise
i love you

Well maybe I'll try this time
For my friends
Because tonight is for all of them
And someday
I'll make you mine
Someday

now im off to play snood
for whoever is reading this
thank you
for caring
or not
whatever

*i go about my buissness
im doin fine
besides what would i say
if i had you on the line
same old story now
not much to say
hearts are broken everyday*

day two...down

p.s i woke up...and i cried because i knew you werent here

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.

love is patient...

tell me again
that well be
lovers and friends
(<3)

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side.
No words to speak.
We'll set our course and make it through.
No matter how far I go my heart remains with you.
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