Nov 17, 2005 14:52
It's like I am lost
I have given everything
I have no hope
No joy
Only tears
As I walk down the street
I walk because I am going to meet
A perfect stranger at the light
A perfect stranfer with a knief
This I don't know
My vision is clouded with snow
I walk and I walk
To beat of my own talk
I say hello to my perfect stranger
And then I encounter danger
The perfect blade
Is the perfect laid
The tender flesh it consumes
Leaves me one hell of a bruise
I stummble and fall
And try to lean up against a wall
The criminson rain
Stains my vain
As my eyes close
And I drop down to my toes
There I become fridgid, cold and numb
And my perfect stranger takes off at a dead run
My whole life was ahead
A whole I could of lead
A dream that's for tomorrow
As my family wallows in sorrow
Leave me a comment on that one...
Something that I have realized at this school.. it goes from loud and
annoying to desolate and lonely. I really wish that I wasn't as lonely
as I am. Do I regret breaking up with Chris? Not at all. But at the
same time I want a realtionship. I want what Michelle and Jason have.
Is that too much to ask? I know I am ranting and raving and shit but
there are times when you have to other wise your going to go out of
your mind. hm... maybe realtionships aren't ment for everyone.
~Kaitlyn~