4/20
Weird day.
The whole month of April is pretty much complete suckage it seems.
From the Titanic to tax day to OKC to Columbine to the anniversary date of my first marriage lol. What a directly superior amount of crap.
There are days when I miss the simplicity of the "old days".
Mike said something about being able to deal with things better if I didn't have to deal with the stuff with my Mom. I got to thinking about that....I've actually been dealing with her "stuff" for nearly the last 20 years. I don't really know adult life without her being on death's door for one reason or another. I honestly have no idea what its like to not have to concentrate on her failing health and impending and constant needs.
Though he does have a point. NOW I'm dealing with my sisters in all of this. Previously, they didn't get involved. Yeah - it was easier when they didn't "help"
Now, I get to be "blamed" for living far away and having a stress-free life (uhhh...whaaaaaat?) Ok. I have a stress-free life. Good to know!
The whole month of April is pretty much complete suckage it seems.
From the Titanic to tax day to OKC to Columbine to the anniversary date of my first marriage lol. What a directly superior amount of crap.
There are days when I miss the simplicity of the "old days".
Mike said something about being able to deal with things better if I didn't have to deal with the stuff with my Mom. I got to thinking about that....I've actually been dealing with her "stuff" for nearly the last 20 years. I don't really know adult life without her being on death's door for one reason or another. I honestly have no idea what its like to not have to concentrate on her failing health and impending and constant needs.
Though he does have a point. NOW I'm dealing with my sisters in all of this. Previously, they didn't get involved. Yeah - it was easier when they didn't "help"
Now, I get to be "blamed" for living far away and having a stress-free life (uhhh...whaaaaaat?) Ok. I have a stress-free life. Good to know!