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i feel like the empty shell of someone who used to be happy.
a zombie, dead to all that lives except the pain!
how do i get back?
how do i fix it?
why cant i be happy for more than a millisecond?
maybe next christmas, right?
at least i have christmas.
but apparently that means nothing too.
and here i am again, left with nothing.
So this is how you leave me?
I'm broken hearted on the floor,
My tears seep through the crack under my door
where I am locked in, shut down,
I'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground.
black veils sent me shivvering fear that part of me is dying and just do as your instructed and take this razor and cut your pose until a river of crimson begins to flow. a funeral for my once loved youth my secret is fatally gorgeous. a real character in this story of your now distant life. good night and goodbye.
a zombie, dead to all that lives except the pain!
how do i get back?
how do i fix it?
why cant i be happy for more than a millisecond?
maybe next christmas, right?
at least i have christmas.
but apparently that means nothing too.
and here i am again, left with nothing.
So this is how you leave me?
I'm broken hearted on the floor,
My tears seep through the crack under my door
where I am locked in, shut down,
I'm so tired of picking myself up off the ground.
black veils sent me shivvering fear that part of me is dying and just do as your instructed and take this razor and cut your pose until a river of crimson begins to flow. a funeral for my once loved youth my secret is fatally gorgeous. a real character in this story of your now distant life. good night and goodbye.