[see you later, innovator..]

[kishirepantera]

It's been five days since we last spoke to each other. It's been sixteen days since we last hung out together. It's not getting any easier for me, despite how much time passes. It's having the opposite effect. Every single thing reminds me of you. You are permanently affixed in my mind as well as my heart. Your residence here is making me numb, and bitter. I don't cry anymore, except for the nights I spend alone. I can't even escape you in my sleep. My dreams focus on nothing but you. I hate you and love you simultaneously. It feels ridiculous. I can only hope that I'm not the only one suffering. Does hurting me make you hurt, too?

This needs to stop. All of it. Make your choice. I've made mine.

I'll die waiting if I have to.