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Nick came and went. Again.
I forgot how much he brightens up my day and brings laughter into my life. I just feel terrible that I didn't say that to him, because it's important. And maybe it would cheer him up.
It's going to be a hard summer without him. Without someone to tease me or just talk to me or stay up late with me. I had to hide back tears when I said goodbye to him... which I don't remember having to do when we sent him off or maybe even when he went to Japan the last time.
It brings me closer to the realization that after he is done with school there, maybe he'll come back for a little bit... but then he may go away and start a life without me. Where I'm just someone he remembers and can talk to only when the chance arises.
I forgot how much he brightens up my day and brings laughter into my life. I just feel terrible that I didn't say that to him, because it's important. And maybe it would cheer him up.
It's going to be a hard summer without him. Without someone to tease me or just talk to me or stay up late with me. I had to hide back tears when I said goodbye to him... which I don't remember having to do when we sent him off or maybe even when he went to Japan the last time.
It brings me closer to the realization that after he is done with school there, maybe he'll come back for a little bit... but then he may go away and start a life without me. Where I'm just someone he remembers and can talk to only when the chance arises.