Nov 19, 2009 21:37
My grandfather passed away on Tuesday afternoon.
Not much else to say. Hasn't fully hit me yet. The viewing is tomorrow evening, the service is Saturday morning.
I feel terrible for my mother. She has lost both her parents now, both of them during or near the "Holiday Season". I expect her to be a mess at the funeral and the day after. I hope it doesn't destroy her spirit as much as Mom-Mom's death did.
That Wonderful Person has been so very kind... all of my friends have, for that fact. One of them even went so far as to call my mother to see if she needed anything almost as soon as he heard. I can take comfort in that, at least.
I don't mean to be depressed or tired most of the time, but with things like this happening... it's hard. I'll try to meet the challenge of enjoying my days while I am still alive, but I don't think I'm able to supply the effort required at the moment. I want to rest more than I want to fight.