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It seems like if I try to say anything, it comes out wrong, and I end up being the asshole anymore. Fine. I get it. I'll stop making mouth noises, you'll all be happy. Right? I say something less than perfectly and it gets ripped to shreds.
No one's perfect. I fucked up big time.
I don't even know if I'm supposed to feel like this if I'm always the one at fault... is this something I caused? If so, am I allowed to feel like no one cares and be upset at that?
This is one of those times where I'm glad that no one reads this, no matter the privacy level. I'm going back to a written journal of sorts for a bit. Need to write more, vomit less...
No one's perfect. I fucked up big time.
I don't even know if I'm supposed to feel like this if I'm always the one at fault... is this something I caused? If so, am I allowed to feel like no one cares and be upset at that?
This is one of those times where I'm glad that no one reads this, no matter the privacy level. I'm going back to a written journal of sorts for a bit. Need to write more, vomit less...