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Nov 02, 2009 18:46

yuushi, akazawa, musings, halloween, ryou

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 2 2009, 16:20:08 UTC
This is rather difficult for me to admit, being something of a genius and all but necessity requires me to say so...
... I have absolutely no idea what you are apologising for.

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 2 2009, 16:42:19 UTC
I had thought that my comments came off quite strange in the previous entry - my improper flirting, that is. And that is what I am apologizing for.

Did you not notice?

ooc: Muse doesn't know whether he should be thankful or embarrassed. XD Did you get my email?

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 2 2009, 22:47:22 UTC
Not improprer so much as uncharacteristic, Atsushi-kun. Hardly reason to apologise, mm? I simply assumed it was an attempt to try something new... Or the result of something else weighing on your mind enough to almost completely behead Luna's roses, mm, Ophelia?

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 3 2009, 08:12:48 UTC
I suppose it was a little bit of both. I wanted to come off as someone different, more confident perhaps. And at the same time, I admit I was trying to run from something.

Dear prince, although it is inappropriate for me to call you that, I was happy in a way that you responded as you did.

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 4 2009, 13:07:00 UTC
You aren't sufficiently confident as yourself? Or is it that you as you are can't face that which you're running from?

Oh?

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 6 2009, 16:34:10 UTC
The latter, I'm afraid. I am nothing but a coward, Yuushi.

Yes, I wanted to thank you for that. Somehow, I find it easy to confide in you and such a friendship is rare, don't you think?

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 6 2009, 18:00:20 UTC
Nonsense, Atsushi, I hardly find this likely.

M, rare indeed, especially when surrounded by those who seek to befriend in the name of social gain. I'm honoured that you consider me worthy of your trust and offer you a listening ear anytime you feel so inclined.

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 7 2009, 05:35:02 UTC
You really think so? How come I can't see it then?

I hadn't even thought of it that way, truth be told. However, knowing that there are all the more odds... thank you. I would offer the same, though I think you handle your problems so much better than I do mine.

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 7 2009, 09:55:51 UTC
I do think so. And... it's always harder to see oneself than those around us.

Mm, you're welcome. And we all have our ways of handling problems; I believe it's often the nature of the problem that defeats us.

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 7 2009, 10:07:48 UTC
I suppose you're right. Though I would have thought that one would know oneself better than anyone else?

Oh you can say that again.

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 7 2009, 12:01:49 UTC
That would be the ideal, Atsushi-kun, and unfortunately not the norm. It often turns out that those around you know you better than you do yourself. In fact... I think truly knowing oneself would be some kind of moment of epiphany.

Mm, I'll hold back the urge to do so and, rather, point out that the best way to tackle a tricky problem is to look at it a different way.

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 10 2009, 07:39:10 UTC
Like an ultimate end? It's a strangely morbid thought, though I suppose that is the norm. One can only hope to break away from it.

And I do understand what you're saying; however, honestly, I am at a loss to see my problem in a different way as of present. I know what I did and I know what the consequences are. If I mean to view it from a different perspective, I only see the other party hurt - and it is too late to explain my reasons. What do I do then, Yuushi?

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Screened to Atsushi himitsunotsuki November 10 2009, 07:59:03 UTC
I believe that's why people meditate and the like.

Well, since you're aware of what exactly it is that is the root of the problem, Atsushi-kun, I suppose... coming clean and explaining your reasons, no matter how much you've delayed, would be the best way to do it. You couldn't be hurting the other party any more than you would have if you didn't.

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Screened to Yuushi kisatsushi November 10 2009, 08:56:01 UTC
What if I did not explain my reasons because it would only complicate the matter? What if that is the lesser of two evils?

Would you prefer to know up until a certain point where you are hurt enough, than to know everything and feel even worse?

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