This is depressing
I got a message today about the internet. I can still use it until next week and then i have to pay. Yaay!
But i won't have any money by that time either T___T
And this christmas will suck. New year will suck and my freaking birthday will suck.
My mother will travel to poland next week along with her friends. I can't go because i have school.
My mother's boyfriend is in his homecountry. My father will not spend christmas with me.
My oldest brother lives in denmark. The second oldest will probably get himself drunk and spend christmas with his drinking buddies.
*Sighs*
At least i have my dog ;______;
I don't wanna think about new year.
I will be alone with my dog. Sonja barks very much on new year. I have to find those tabletts that calms her down or else i will have a crazy dog T____T
*Sobs*
Mother won't be celebrating my birthday with me either.. She will come home the 4th of january.
Gonna put a ribbon on my dog and pretend that she is my christmas/birthday present!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i won't have any money by that time either T___T
And this christmas will suck. New year will suck and my freaking birthday will suck.
My mother will travel to poland next week along with her friends. I can't go because i have school.
My mother's boyfriend is in his homecountry. My father will not spend christmas with me.
My oldest brother lives in denmark. The second oldest will probably get himself drunk and spend christmas with his drinking buddies.
*Sighs*
At least i have my dog ;______;
I don't wanna think about new year.
I will be alone with my dog. Sonja barks very much on new year. I have to find those tabletts that calms her down or else i will have a crazy dog T____T
*Sobs*
Mother won't be celebrating my birthday with me either.. She will come home the 4th of january.
Gonna put a ribbon on my dog and pretend that she is my christmas/birthday present!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!