What's going on?
It seems as i'm losing intrest in many things lately.
And i can feel that i'm changing (it sounds strange)
Maybe it's because i'm turning 20 very soon. I will not be a teenager anymore ;___;
I don't like these changes. They are confusing me and i'm doubting on who i am and what i'm doing? It's like i'm waisting time. I'm restless and depressed.
Christmas is coming. Last christmas sucked. I have a feeling that this will too.
I don't want to change. I want to be childish and do fun things! I want to live like a young person not as i'm doing now. I need a hobby. I need to get out more. Become braver.
Problem is : Where to start?
And i can feel that i'm changing (it sounds strange)
Maybe it's because i'm turning 20 very soon. I will not be a teenager anymore ;___;
I don't like these changes. They are confusing me and i'm doubting on who i am and what i'm doing? It's like i'm waisting time. I'm restless and depressed.
Christmas is coming. Last christmas sucked. I have a feeling that this will too.
I don't want to change. I want to be childish and do fun things! I want to live like a young person not as i'm doing now. I need a hobby. I need to get out more. Become braver.
Problem is : Where to start?