To all who care to really know about my life

Jun 25, 2005 02:10

So first off i do not want to have people think that i have become this all high and mighty GODDY-GODDY-GODDY!!!!But for real its happening and its good. God is getting a hold of me. I want the change. Change is good. When it is this way life seems to go by so quick and properly with order. On the other hand i am human and am just awaiting the moment in which i get the chance to fuck this up and everyone will look at me as if i did not even change. Its not for anyone this time it is for me. Someone said i went on the ego trip when talking about bands and what i would do if i was in a band with them. I am open to chriticsm and anyone who is waiting for me to mess this up. Its motivation and fuel for this fire.

To everyone who reads this. I love you. I really do. For me it is easy to love. I feel like its what i am meant to do. Anyone who i hurt i am sorry. Anyone who was watching me and seeing me living my life at its low spots i apologise. That was a part of me that is dead now. I really want to live better for myself and for others who are influenced by me and those you watch my every move. I will mess up. I will mess up big.Hold me accountable. Get in my face it is your duty and your right.

I will stop now but understand this is me the real me.

michael
Previous post
Up