No such thing as summer

[kirstyn2e]

Hmm... What to write about. I think I am going to start updating everyday. Not for the enjoyment of everyone else but more because my doctor said i need to relieve and stress and what better way then through writing? Todays topic of conversation... Summer. I want to know how the hell this little bitchs can find time to go to the beach, hang out, do whatever else they do, and still stay in shape. Between work and the gym I dont have time for anything else really. I wish i had parents who just supported me and paid for college and let me not work. Its so stupid and can be so fustrating i just want to screammm. I yearn for summertime. I want that close knit group of friends who like to chill and throw back a couple of beers... Idk.

I think i may have an anxiety problem. I let stress get to me so bad thats its making me physically sick. Idk idk idk i just want to screammmm.