Becky's THING!

Jun 01, 2005 17:16

okie dokie, so i'm a litle miffed!
people keep letting me down for tonight even though i'd arranged it awhile ago. Well they arent letting me down so much as becky
well it'll be cool i can't say what we are doing just incase she does on here before we go so int he next hour. but i've got to find something to blindfold her with.

dododo.. o poem i wrote for ian

I roll over after dreaming of you,
And see the rose you gave to me,
Alighted by the sunlight and with love,
It makes me feel as your love is still here,
But is such a lack compared to you,
You sleeping, breathing next to me, my love.

I wrote him a sonnet but he has that one
so tonight there is me, becky, isaac, rose, Jaspar, Emily and Kayleigh
do do do

well atm i'm speaking to sam. i really miss you, it's going to be so lonly now both u and becky have gone. all i'll have is emma and shes not even at my college. I'll still sit in the refectory which reminds me of the times we chilled there while u two are in foreign countries(or the isle of white)
its been 3 years i've been best mates with becky. i dont' think its hit me that she is leaving. but at least i still get to see you and u live in the same country and continent as me sam.
I know its going to be so dificult to see becky leave. and i don't think i realise how just yet.
I've wanted to cry but i just can't seem to.

So i better go and get ready i suppose. in some ways i don't want to go cos it;ll be admitting htat becky is actualy going. Hell i still think she'll be at college when we go back!

Becky you may think Ian can comfort me, but he'll never replace you. or you sam. No one can replace a best mate.
well i must go.
Love and Laughter
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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