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*sigh* this weekend was pretty boring. i didnt do anything. oh, i saw mr and mrs smith with ryan but thats it. i went shopping on sunday with my mom and we stopped at that cindys cafe place but they werent serving lunch. i really wanted a cheeseburger and i just wanted to cry. today i worked and my mom was like, ask for more hours reh reh reh! its my life. i dont mind going into work until 12:30 thats perfectly fine with me. my singing teacher has something wrong with her back so shes gonna be out a while. no singing lessons for me for a while. not gonna tell the day care...i need wednesdays off, this is my summer too. so i was outside all day at the daycare not really alert or anything, just kinda staring and thinking. a lot has been on my mind lately, and its probly nothing, but little things always get me wondering. i cant believe im sitting in front of this computer still. ive been sitting here for an hour and a half in a freezing cold kitchen waiting for ryan to come online. but hes not going to. he was probly tired and went to bed or something :( im all hooked on neopets again, and thats wicked dumb, i shouldnt be, i was so close to leaving, but i like talking to ryan on it and i just made a new account :) ooh man. tomorrow i have work and i guess im sleeping over nicoles house. the cheeseburger place is closed till thursday which leaves me with no ideas for lunch on wednesday...what the hell? i just want a bloody cheeseburger!!! im cold! and i still hafta take a shower! man! i want erik to come back so we can go to the arcade or laser gate or something with everyone. i need fun. im starting to get all depressed again.