Holy long time...
I haven't written in years... and it's been a long many years since I started this journal. I find that it may prove to be the cathartic experience I'm desiring. It was an unfortunate even that led me here, but for privacy's sake I'll leave it at that.
It's weird to look back at where I was in life when I go through my previous entries. I even managed to get into my deadjournal--for a good laugh.
It is still hard to sit here and think that I'm going to be 27 years old in 23 days.. that all the things that seemed like the end of the world or things that seemed so important and overwhelming have melted into the past. My depression and immaturity is quite obvious from this (and especially the deadjournal). Depression is still my ugly shadow that seems to follow me everywhere. I just choose to try to face the sun more often!
Currently working at Solarus in tech support. It's a decent job and I have a lot of fun with my coworkers. We'll see what the future brings. I may write more later.. for now I have to stay on task and do some more reading of previous entries.
It's weird to look back at where I was in life when I go through my previous entries. I even managed to get into my deadjournal--for a good laugh.
It is still hard to sit here and think that I'm going to be 27 years old in 23 days.. that all the things that seemed like the end of the world or things that seemed so important and overwhelming have melted into the past. My depression and immaturity is quite obvious from this (and especially the deadjournal). Depression is still my ugly shadow that seems to follow me everywhere. I just choose to try to face the sun more often!
Currently working at Solarus in tech support. It's a decent job and I have a lot of fun with my coworkers. We'll see what the future brings. I may write more later.. for now I have to stay on task and do some more reading of previous entries.