Nicki.
I'm not really sure if I want to remain friends with Nicki. I love her more than anything, but she has found a new gf. I don't know how to react to this. I'm not sure if I should be happy for her, or upset for me. It hurts so much. She was a HUGE part of my life for nine amazing months. If I hadn't of moved we'd still probably be together, which makes me HATE living here. Nicki called me today out of the blue. I haven't talked to her on the phone in months. She just wanted to talk. After I got off the phone with her I felt horrible. I cried and cried. I love her so much but I think that it's going to be way to hard to keep a friendship with her.