tired ramblings.
I am very tired with a lot still to do and not doing it very efficiently.
Finals always feel like this, for everyone I'm sure. I need to leave. I need it all to be over.
It's been a long time since I've felt such a strong need to escape. I want to have no obligations for a while. I want to have absolutely nothing to do for a while, because it will give me a chance to do everything.
On a personal level, I need to be around people who deeply care about me. I strongly desire to be with one person who really loves me, to just be held and relax because everything is okay. And if it's not okay, we'll laugh about it together. This "relationship" crap is worth it, but it's tolling and tiring in and of itself.
Alright off to more coffee and papers...or perhaps just to bed.
Finals always feel like this, for everyone I'm sure. I need to leave. I need it all to be over.
It's been a long time since I've felt such a strong need to escape. I want to have no obligations for a while. I want to have absolutely nothing to do for a while, because it will give me a chance to do everything.
On a personal level, I need to be around people who deeply care about me. I strongly desire to be with one person who really loves me, to just be held and relax because everything is okay. And if it's not okay, we'll laugh about it together. This "relationship" crap is worth it, but it's tolling and tiring in and of itself.
Alright off to more coffee and papers...or perhaps just to bed.