May 18, 2006 15:59
That's right I'm back in the land of the beautiful Moab. Being home made me realise how much I really love it here. I missed the land, the openess, the small community, my friends. I haven't felt this attatched to a place since La Rochelle.
The more time I spent in Madison the more I saw that it was not the place for me. I can not get over it's size. I can not get over it's weather (although granted it was raining for the WHOLE time I was there). I can not get over it's closed off attitude. And as much as I hate for this to be the case, I still can not get over my past there.
So this place is good for me, it makes me feel happy and free. It makes me be my own person outside of everyone and everything else. I like it.
I do not know if I will indeed be coming back to Madison any time soon, if school there is what's right for me. Being there just depressed me too much. We shal see what the future brings and where I am in a few months.