how used do i feel.
Very.
I was stupid for having any kind of hope wasnt i.
What was the real reason for doin this to me?
i dont think you missed me at all bab, i feel so so hurt by this.
I should of saw it coming actually, i knew it was too good to be true,
did u jus not like the fact i was getting on with my life so u decided to
turn it back round for me? well thanks a lot, im back to square fucking one again.
I hope your happy now.
Why do i deserve to have my heart broken by you so many times?
and why am i stupid enough to fall for it each time!!
Youve put me through fucking hell this year so far and i still manage to forgive you.
Its the end of you and me now, im not gonna let you do this to me.
Why should i end up feeling sick , worried, heart broken and devastated while you sit back and smile about it? i hope you had your fun out of it cuz i had none.
You wanted it to work my ass, thats why you went thru my myspace and deleted stuff off my msn and looked thru everything on my phone. i did none of that to you, i was willing to trust you one last time and give it a go without diggin up any of the old shit,
i was looking forward to us getting the house and starting again.
So sorry im not everything you wanted, and im SO sorry you couldnt give me what i need to stick around.
I have serious problems trusting anyone now,
if i meet someone else are you going to mess that up too?
I want something special, something i can call an actual relationship, knowing exactly where i stand in it.
I want that feeling of butterflies in my tummy jus thinking about you, i want to feel the warmth and love in a cuddle, i want to feel the passion in your kiss, i want to feel the excitement of not knowing whats going to happen next, i want my stomach to hurt from laughing so much at our "in" jokes, i want to be needed as much as i need you. I want to love you more than life itself, and have that feeling returned unconditionally.
Its just never going to be like that for me though is it.
Im sick of you
Im sick of life
Im sick of everything.
I was stupid for having any kind of hope wasnt i.
What was the real reason for doin this to me?
i dont think you missed me at all bab, i feel so so hurt by this.
I should of saw it coming actually, i knew it was too good to be true,
did u jus not like the fact i was getting on with my life so u decided to
turn it back round for me? well thanks a lot, im back to square fucking one again.
I hope your happy now.
Why do i deserve to have my heart broken by you so many times?
and why am i stupid enough to fall for it each time!!
Youve put me through fucking hell this year so far and i still manage to forgive you.
Its the end of you and me now, im not gonna let you do this to me.
Why should i end up feeling sick , worried, heart broken and devastated while you sit back and smile about it? i hope you had your fun out of it cuz i had none.
You wanted it to work my ass, thats why you went thru my myspace and deleted stuff off my msn and looked thru everything on my phone. i did none of that to you, i was willing to trust you one last time and give it a go without diggin up any of the old shit,
i was looking forward to us getting the house and starting again.
So sorry im not everything you wanted, and im SO sorry you couldnt give me what i need to stick around.
I have serious problems trusting anyone now,
if i meet someone else are you going to mess that up too?
I want something special, something i can call an actual relationship, knowing exactly where i stand in it.
I want that feeling of butterflies in my tummy jus thinking about you, i want to feel the warmth and love in a cuddle, i want to feel the passion in your kiss, i want to feel the excitement of not knowing whats going to happen next, i want my stomach to hurt from laughing so much at our "in" jokes, i want to be needed as much as i need you. I want to love you more than life itself, and have that feeling returned unconditionally.
Its just never going to be like that for me though is it.
Im sick of you
Im sick of life
Im sick of everything.