Argh.

[kirs10knits]

I hate having to look for a job. Actually, it's not the looking, it's the "nope, don't want you." Or, more correctly, the absolute LACK of hearing anything at all. It's so horrible and I become a real freak about it. I despise the rejection, it sends me over the edge and makes me think I will never be a productive member of society again.
Stupid Legacy. Hate them.
Stupid CL. Hate her.
I'm about to have a panic attack thinking about all this, so I will now stop. And hyperventilate.