gone to hell and came back singed
i have been having a lot of trouble at home the last 2 weeks. my father and i dont get a long i am always stressed and i have no one to talk to about this. i tried to talk to my girlfriend but she ignored me or just got upset when i didnt pay attention to her. i feel like she abandoned me when i needed her most. i guess this needed to happen though... i know now she will just leave when things get difficult.. sigh.. on with life. tomorrow is prom and i will be going by myself. its fuckin lame. i dont know why im even going but oh well. i try to tell myself that things will be ok. that the few true friends i have will help me pull through but it just feels like every one disappears when i ask for help or for someone to listen. maybe i have bad taste in friends. maybe i need to go this road alone. i dont know.. we will see