When it rain's it pours.
For a while i thought that what few friends i'd have. i'd be around most my life. and for a few months it was like that things where great i hung out we relaxed we did weekly things. and then.. one friend started to work hours away at night. the other got drunk and didn't wanna do shit. i got into a fight with one friend i loved wrting stories with over something stupid. My local fur friends i do hang out with are moving to new york and the west coast. and then there's me, i'm still here.... everyone up and just poof'd. I don't think it's so much that their all gone that upsets me...it's the fact i'm used to it now. That i go home from doing my thing and write. or play games. that on the weekend i anticipate doing the same thing. that i'm actually FINE being alone in my room every night.
I guess it just swept me from under my hooves. i didn't think that i'd start learning to you know...be a real person...and then all of sudden it's gone..and i'm back to being that kid in high school who sits alone in a corner. my boyfriend tried to calm me down but he's in new jersey... i tried my best to hold face infront of him...but just hear his voice....it made me cry...i had to hang up on him.....i can't really describe how i feel right now.
I guess it just swept me from under my hooves. i didn't think that i'd start learning to you know...be a real person...and then all of sudden it's gone..and i'm back to being that kid in high school who sits alone in a corner. my boyfriend tried to calm me down but he's in new jersey... i tried my best to hold face infront of him...but just hear his voice....it made me cry...i had to hang up on him.....i can't really describe how i feel right now.