Wishing for a time machine
I want to go back and time and not get a puppy. I know my mom wanted one but Tigger is so upset. He is getting fatter everyday and i am really worried about him. I know we can't get rid of Amber now but when she starts to get on my nerves or gets so rowdy that all i can do is scream at her and that does not even stop her all i can think about is what we did to Tig. I am so frustrated with her right now. Mom doesn't even seem to care that what it is doing to Tig. She just talks to him ans tells him it is ok and then when he won't come home she does not care. she keeps telling me "he'll come home when he wants to" but what if he gets hurt. What if a dog gets him? what if he gets run over? we don't live in the middle of the woods. there are lots of roads and it is getting dark. I find my slef hating The new puupy just because she is the reason for all his misery. He doesn't get any exercise anymore. He doesn't play and barely eats. I miss my kitty. I miss chasing him threw the house and just watching him be silly. Nothign is ever going to be the same with him even if we can get her to leave him alone and he can actually live in the house rather than in the closet.