Meme [copypasta from dA]

Nov 09, 2010 16:37

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Day one.

1. I wish I could talk to you more, but you always seem so distant. I really don't know if this is just how you are, or if I'm doing something wrong whenever we're anywhere near each other. It's probably me. Maybe I should get into your interests more, and then we'd be able to talk, but I don't know. Perhaps.
2. Whenever I'm around you, I either feel really happy or really down. Maybe it's the pressure of trying to be something like you, and maybe it's the fact we don't share our main interest. I'd like to, but maybe I'm too lazy or something. You always seem to talk to other people better anyway.
3. I feel that sometimes I'm just supporting you and I'm getting nothing back when I need it, other times I feel like your best friend. I wish the latter option was the more common one, but it doesn't appear to be. I'm probably just being selfish, though.
4. Sometimes I feel like we're drifting appart. We have different interests now - well, we still share a few and the times we talk about them are great times. But other times I feeling increasingly resentful to your opinion on things and then feel a bit guilty later. Maybe I know longer understand you.
5. My feelings are constant for you and I wish I could tell you them, but I don't want to ruin what you have. The idea of doing that really horrifies me, even if it could benefit me - I really don't want anything bad to happen to you. I fear hurting you, both verbally/mentally and physically. I wish we spent more time together and you were more open Oh, and that you were more confident in yourself, you are a beautiful person. I'd like to be more of your friend if I got the opportunity, and I'd be content with that.
6. I can't gauge you any more. I thought you liked me and I'm not so sure any more. I'm probably reading you completely wrong but I feel immature and stupid around you now, even if perhaps I am not. Perhaps this is putting me off talking to you more, or maybe it's different interests again.
7. I love talking to you and watching you interact with others. Is that bad? You're so pretty, I envy you at times, but not in such a way I dislike you! Currently, you're one of my favourite people and whenever you talk to me, it does light up my day. I'd love you as a best friend, you know.
8. It feels a bit like you're not interested in me any more, but I know you're really busy. You're someone else I feel like I have little in common with any more, and that does kind of make me sad. I know I've not been the kindest to you, but I'm sorry for that, and I'm lucky you're so forgiving.
9. You're a really nice person and I wish I knew you a bit better. I do like the way you draw and some of the quirkier aspects of it, and look forward to seeing more of your drawings in the future. You are a really pleasant person and I hope you know that.
10. I've probably not met you yet, but, whoever you are, you're a pretty damn awesome person and I love you.

Day two.

1. I sometimes come out with things that make me sound uncaring and occasionally a bit brutal. Usually in Art, which appears to have culmunated in me having the nickname 'nazi', despite my frequent denials of that fact, but I can't seem to stop saying these things.
2. I make a lot of characters and most of them are male. Who? Because I'm really, really bad at females. don't know, I find the ones I make too two dimensional and mary sue-ish, so I usually ditch them almost immediately. At the moment, I have a grand total of two.
3. I rarely find the time or people to go with to see films any more, so I usually look them up on Wikipedia and read the synopsis. Lazy as this is, this also saves me money and having to spend time with a group of people I most likely don't like.
4. I'm almost never happy with things I do. For every drawing I ever post on here, another two have been shown to my friends, another ten have been deemed ruined and binned, and another twenty five haven't progressed past a face and probably never will. I'm very unconfident in my writing style as well.
5. I find myself my most creative late at night. That's when I like to draw to music and am really influenced by things. Late at night is probably when I am my most emotional and self critical too, which really doesn't help things in the slightest.
6. I guess you could say that I have a bit of a nerdy guilty pleasure; online roleplay. I love meeting new people on chat there and just talking about things we have in common, and that cheers me up a lot. I especially like to find old friends from old sites and talking to them.
7. I'm almost constantly paranoid that people are only pretending to like me because I'm there and much prefer talking or spending time with other people, which is possibly why I put off shopping and cinema trips. I feel intrusive and immature around a lot of people.
8. I go to a grammar school and live in a posh town, but that doesn't make me posh. My accent swings back and forth, and I pick them up really, really easily, and I live in the only one storey house on my street.
9. I respond to Pringle better than I respond to my own name now. It's getting rather bad now, I suspect. This is linked sort of to the fact I have an amazing way of hearing my name - real or Pringle - across a crowded room and zooming in on the conversation where it cropped up. It creeps people out.

meme, i don't even

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