The room he had been put into was dimly lit and stifling. The dim lighting was highly preferred to the brilliant white of sickbay proper, but it felt like it was closing in on him.
Thanks to Spock, or so he was fairly sure he had told his request to, the drugs keeping his brain from functioning had been taken away or at least decreased severely
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He had broken the link with his younger counterpart, the divorce curiously uncomfortable though he had buried that in Spock moments later. But he needed to know how Jim was doing. He had told him he'd be there. And he was. Now he knew, knew for certain that they were connected. He was no longer funneling his own energy into that connection, nor receiving feedback. For which he was grateful. But that wasn't all he could do.
He was admitted to Jim's room, his nose wrinkling with the accumulated memories and associations of sickbay. Jim looked too small, his skin marred all over, his body weak and helpless-looking in the bed. Jim didn't like seeing him this way--it was too close, now, to seeing himself. But he smiled as he entered, moving into Jim's line of site.
"Jim," he said warmly, quietly.
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As far as he knew, he hadn't said a word since waking up that first time.
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"I'm here," he said softly, in his eyes all the love that had surrounded their joining in that curious dream-space.
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Still, as she hovered in the doorway, looking over at Kirk, she couldn't help but feel a wave of undeniable guilt that it had taken her this long to work up the courage to visit. Her mind ran through all kinds of things to say. How was she supposed to react? Should she fall into their easy routine of banter and provocation, what they knew? Or should she treat him exactly how he looked; broken and bruised, and utterly exhausted ( ... )
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Sorry, beautiful.
The scabbing was ugly, black, words. He didn't know the extent of it, but after Jim left, he had stared at the mark on the back of his left hand for a long time.
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"I'm too exhausted to stay mad at you," she assured him with a bright smile, just a little forced. She glanced around, pulling her bottom lip between her teeth as she tried to figure out what to say next. "I'm sorry," she settled for, "that I didn't come earlier. I wanted-- I needed to make sure everyone got back. Do my job. And then I thought you'd need to rest."
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You don't have to BS anything for me. He wrote calmly, despite his shaking handwriting. He could feel it, almost, like a taste to her voice. It was... confusing.
The neurological levels above his head rose slightly.
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So. Sickbay. The scents were familiar as in nearly every medical bay everywhere: sterilization chemicals, clean linens, people in various amounts of pain. Universal smells.
He made an educated guess that led him to the semi-private rooms closest to the CMO's office. Only the best and closest proximity to care for the Captain, right?
And there he was. The man was so...young. And in ugly shape, though Ephram knew a lot of that appearance was only cosmetic. The black lines of...were those tattoos? Good God, those must have hurt. Ephram flexed his own hand in unconscious sympathy, imagining how that ugly ink was driven beneath the skin. What sort of evil had been done to this boy ( ... )
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