The way the world works....
It seems in this world, the only way you can fulfill your dreams is by looking out for yourself and only yourself. I mean, I see people everyday trying to do the right thing all the time and yet it always seems to blow up in their face. I know from first hand experience that tends to be the case. Especially in relationships, I mean everytime I try to be myself and share myself with someone who I think can appreciate it, since we waste the love word on eachother, yet it tends to be used against me when the shit flies. I know it's not right, but sometimes I think I'm ready just to tell the entire world and all that it's created to go screw itself because there's really no one to be happy for more than a brief hickup in time. Then again, there's a lot of people who create their own hell and shove it down our throats. Also, there's people who have nothing really to complain about and yet seem to ever be without some bullshit to spew on everyone around them. The human race, at times, seems to be a failed experiment. We, the majority, fail to act like what we hold so dear. That being compassionate, understanding, loving and intelligent. I suppose it's not in human nature to have any of those properties. So, God bless anyone who can rise above what humans really are. Scared, impressionable, weak little animals with the luck to develop these civilzations which we seemlingly try so hard to destroy. All that seperates us from most other organisms is a couple of thumbs, somewhat superior intellect and the ability to lie to one another. Hooray for humans, we've done a great job making sure that every good thing that we've done as a race be countered by something that can destroy it. It's simply amazing that we haven't blown ourselves up yet, though I'm sure that clock is ticking somewhere, just not in our heads...