Jan 20, 2003 00:35
i have so much on my mind, its starting to get to me. i want to write some of the stuff thats on my mind but i cant.
work sucks. i hate my job so much. i want to quit but i dont think i could find a job that pays me as well as this one.
im really into my band but im not all that happy playing bass, and they know this. its so boring, i hope we can find a new bassist soon so i can play guitar. another thing about the band, they are planning on playing a lot of out of state shows which means im gonna have to take a lot of days off from work. im worried because i dont think im gonna be able to afford not working cause i have to pay my car off. hopefully i can do both.
there is this person i really want to talk to lately and be friends with but me being the person i am i cant. i think to myself i could call them and ask if they want to hang out, the worse they could say is no, but im still chicken about it. ive tried talking to them but we have maybe a minute conversation. i dont know, i dont think i want to get to far into it.
well anyways.