On moving...
Well, I've finally gotten SO fed up with where I'm at that I am going to do something about it. Something drastic, actually. Within the next month or two, I'll be flying down to stay with my brother for a while. I'll find a job and a place of my own after I get down there, and Archi will come when he's ready. I need to get out of the snow before I have to check myself into the mental hospital. ~_~* Yeah, I know that sounds weird, but I've REALLY had it with where I am at the moment.
I've lived in this same county for the last 20 years (about) and I feel like I'm stuck in a rut that I can't figure out how to get free of. Also I haven't been able to find a job in the last year. I've felt completely trapped, and it's freezing, and I don't care for the cold. So I'm doing something about it. The eventual goal is to move to a city in another state (not the one where I'll be staying with my brother) and settle in for at least a few years. Maybe I can go back to school for something (yes I have an idea what I want to study).
The other part of everything is that I'm not really sure I want to continue to be an LMT. I've lost interest in massage, the energy has drained out of it and I just do not feel I can do it anymore. Not table at any rate, and I just don't feel it's worth it to do all the work to get a licence in a new state for chair. So I'll find a job as a bartender or something, and do that for a while. Shouldn't be too hard.
I'll find my way. Yeah, it's a little scary, the idea of going so far away, especially on my own, but I'll get through it. *^_^*
I've lived in this same county for the last 20 years (about) and I feel like I'm stuck in a rut that I can't figure out how to get free of. Also I haven't been able to find a job in the last year. I've felt completely trapped, and it's freezing, and I don't care for the cold. So I'm doing something about it. The eventual goal is to move to a city in another state (not the one where I'll be staying with my brother) and settle in for at least a few years. Maybe I can go back to school for something (yes I have an idea what I want to study).
The other part of everything is that I'm not really sure I want to continue to be an LMT. I've lost interest in massage, the energy has drained out of it and I just do not feel I can do it anymore. Not table at any rate, and I just don't feel it's worth it to do all the work to get a licence in a new state for chair. So I'll find a job as a bartender or something, and do that for a while. Shouldn't be too hard.
I'll find my way. Yeah, it's a little scary, the idea of going so far away, especially on my own, but I'll get through it. *^_^*