002. [TUESDAY | Late Night]
The mission to Tartarus yesterday had went with minimal complication, and is a success if I do say so myself. I haven't exchanged more than a few words with my group members on the tour, but as Akihiko said, they do appear to have potential. (Which reminds me...Akihiko, earlier this evening I went to look for you to see if you're interested in accompanying me for some supplies shopping at the mall. As it is now too late to do so today, and fortunately there isn't a Student Council meeting tommorrow, would you mind accompanying me then?)
As it seems that most of the new recruits were from the second year, I couldn't help but be surprised to see a familiar face recruited...and Murasaki, I honestly apologize for whatever I've said that upset or offended you earlier.
[Private] I still couldn't shake off that feeling from when I've met that...Jin person. The way he looked at me gave me the impression that I've done something horribly wrong to him, and it deeply unsettles me that I don't know what it is or how I could atone for it. It also worries me as I try to theorize the reasons, that like Takeba, he's somehow related to the Kirijou Group and the incident ten years ago. I wonder if there's a way I could prove this 'theory' of mind without father knowing and upsetting him.
and speaking of Takeba and my Father, I also couldn't help but reconsider my earlier decision to try and approach her about her own father. Now that I've had more time to actually think this matter more throughly, I realize that I was upset enough when I learned about that, and I couldn't imagine how much more upset I would be if it was actually my father in that position and not Takeba's. I never should've been foolish as to try and approach her without taking that into consideration before. The event earlier yesterday night may be too late to retract, but fortunately I was prevented from actually saying anything; so from this point on, I shall...try to push my guilty conscience concerning Takeba to the far corners of my mind and hope that she forgets about my visit.[end private]
(ooc: Shall now head off to school but shall try to make comments/replies throughout the day between breaks should there be replies)
As it seems that most of the new recruits were from the second year, I couldn't help but be surprised to see a familiar face recruited...and Murasaki, I honestly apologize for whatever I've said that upset or offended you earlier.
[Private] I still couldn't shake off that feeling from when I've met that...Jin person. The way he looked at me gave me the impression that I've done something horribly wrong to him, and it deeply unsettles me that I don't know what it is or how I could atone for it. It also worries me as I try to theorize the reasons, that like Takeba, he's somehow related to the Kirijou Group and the incident ten years ago. I wonder if there's a way I could prove this 'theory' of mind without father knowing and upsetting him.
and speaking of Takeba and my Father, I also couldn't help but reconsider my earlier decision to try and approach her about her own father. Now that I've had more time to actually think this matter more throughly, I realize that I was upset enough when I learned about that, and I couldn't imagine how much more upset I would be if it was actually my father in that position and not Takeba's. I never should've been foolish as to try and approach her without taking that into consideration before. The event earlier yesterday night may be too late to retract, but fortunately I was prevented from actually saying anything; so from this point on, I shall...try to push my guilty conscience concerning Takeba to the far corners of my mind and hope that she forgets about my visit.[end private]
(ooc: Shall now head off to school but shall try to make comments/replies throughout the day between breaks should there be replies)